Good job, actually I’m success on making him hate me, but I don’t know why I’m feeling uncomforted with this weather, actually I don’t really want him hate me, coz I do love him, but the other side of my heart says that I have to, behaving like a fool in front him, doing something stupid, and finally I find him hate me, angry on me, and then leave me,,,
Huh, I know this my own decision to make him hate me, but am I have to do that? Is it true that he will be happy without me?
I think that it will be easier for me to forget him when he hate me, coz,,
Coz I know when he hate me he will never call me “ baby” ,”honey” ,”sugar” or the other words, it will make me forget him, but it’s really contrary with the fact, I let myself down by doing this silly thing,,
I hope he won’t be really hate me, so that one day he will come as a single man, and he’ll love me back, but I don’t really know how I can find my way back into his love,,,
I hope we will no longer stay with this condition, coz I, I do love him,,,,
Tomorrow, there will be cloudy and rainy hard, inside my heart, without his love, this is not his fault, but this is mine, , and I hope I’ll find sunny day at the day after tomorrow,,,
I close my eyes, and I pray to my lord asking 4 better weather 4 us at the day after tomorrow, coz I really miss his smile, his laugh, his hug, the way he look at me, his joke, and his love, everything about him I do miss it,,,
Haruskah ini terus berlalu, terus berusaha membuatnya membenciku dengan melakukan hal-hal bodoh, dan akhirnya aku menemukan diriku tak mampu bertahan pada keadaan ini, aku tak bisa melupakannya bahkan setelah usahaku membuatnya membeciku telah berhasil ku lakukan, apakah ini yang mereka sebut cinta, aku tak pernah tahu, karena aku haya setara nol kecil untuk urusan cinta, semoga semua berakhir indah untukku,,, amin,,,
Good night, dear god the only thing I ask of u is, to hold him when I’m not around him,,,
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